Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I want bliss

OK, so I am not a fan of throwing hundreds of thousands of troops and trillions of dollars at a war that we really have not been given an honest answer as to why we are there. Ask 10 people why we are there and I am sure you will get 10 different answers.

Well, I think we should bring the troops back and for shit sake stop sending all the money. I do however have an alternative. Spend a fraction of that money by training special ops to go over there and actually get something done. Kill the ones that we are having issues with. Cut the bullshit charade of our so called "fucking for virginity / fighting for peace" war we seem to be doing over there. It is war, no one wins. How many times do we have to relearn this?

I really wonder how well our government is going to treat the veterans when they get back. I support our troops I just don't support our war. I mostly do not support how this war has been handled. Do I have the solution? Hell no, I still don't understand why we are fighting Iraq. We have been more damaging to that country than Sadam was. I digress, I am sure someone will get their panties in a bunch for my ranting.

I honestly love the fact there are so many people blindly willing to give their lives by going over there and fighting for our "freedom". I just hate the fact that they are being put in harms needlessly over bullshit.

Unfortunately I do believe that the only way that things will ever change from our single party government disguised as a two party government is if the people rise and take back our country and way of life and reorganize EVERYTHING. Fire everyone in our government and start over. Bob the builder for team leader. Lose religion as the reason for ANYTHING political. Religion should be an individual choice not governmental rule. We need to stop using God as an excuse, for everything this country does. I was under the understanding.....ahhh fuck it, never mind. We should just keep chanting our war cry of how our God's dick is bigger that their God's dick. It seems to be working just fine.

I do not mean to offend anyone I just get a little irritated with the bullshit in life. I wish I could have just stayed a stupid kid drinking and partying and being oblivious to whats going on in the world. Maybe I should have been born mentally ill so I would just be ignorant to everything around me. I hear ignorance is bliss. Is it too late? I want bliss.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Beetljuice has deeper issues than previously thought

So I try an educate myself about stalkers and I have read all over the place to let friends, family, neighbors etc know if you are being stalked for your own safety. You know "just in case psycho stalker person decides to do even more stupid things." Also NEVER make contact, which I haven't in many many months.

Anyway stalker chick has written Dusty on her MySpace in yet again another fake account (about 20 so far - no shit). Which by the way the police will not and cannot do a damn thing about it because MySpace does not like co-operating with the police.

Ok, so since she now, self admitting, follows my girlfriend, my daughter and myself on Twitter. She thinks she has the ability to see and understand all that goes on in our lives all by reading 140 characters at a time. She has a future if that was actually possible.

The first part of her epically long letter is addressed to your truly.

TRUE - I recently tweeted "waiting on a letter from the Attorney General's office. Then all the legal stuff will really begin. Mwuahahahahaha"
Well, it had absolutely nothing to do with her. Then again, maybe that is why you should never add 2 + banana (thanks Dusty)

She states that since she showed up at my house on May 1st she has ended up in the mental hospital 4 times in 3 weeks. WTF?? Is she looking for sympathy? She should look in the dictionary...it is somewhere between shameful and syphilis. She even goes on to mention that she actually believed that some guy named David Cook on American Idol was her baby brother (who died at birth evidently) who she thinks was kidnapped as baby and now he was grown up and is trapped in her TV. (I am not making this shit up) She also claims to have been naked in public, again. Says the government was tapping her phone and had placed a fake robotic cat and dog at her friend's house. This is all within the first couple paragraphs.

She also goes on to say "I should not be held responsible for my actions when crazy"

She then has a portion of the letter addressed to Dusty.

She says she found her twitter account and read ALL of it from the beginning. All 2,275 tweets. How's that for determined huh? She says she has copied and paste all the nice things she wrote about my daughter and sent the list to her childhood friends. You following me here? YES Is this normal? NO Well she goes on to say she keeps reading her twitters and loses it when Dusty mentioned "courthouse" in one of them. There she goes putting 2 + banana again. Dusty was at the courthouse getting her registration for her vehicle. When she saw that word she says "I lost my mind. I panicked" she goes on to say the bright side "at least I showed up with clothes on...because for some reason during some breakdowns...I feel the need to take of clothes in public... ya know, as if clothing in public is optional" Yeah do that an I will take a hell of a lot more pictures. BWUAHAHAHA Hmmm yeah ok, she does not have to convince me she is off.

She then refers back to my tweet about the Attorney General's office, which again, had absolutely nothing to do with her. She said "brought about suicidal and homicidal thought's"
All the while in this email she is begging for ME to leave HER alone.

What the hell? She says she wants peace in her life and wants the legal stuff to go away. I explained to her long ago if she would just "go away" so will the legal stuff. Unfortunately she has no one to blame except herself at this point. Fortunately for her being fucked up in the head seems to be her get out of jail free card each and every time. No accountability, she loves using her mental issue as an excuse. Bottom line her mental problems should NOT be my problems. Just go away and get your help and promise to not let me know how it is working out because I couldn't really give the slightest shit.

She also says later in the letter "I have an illness to explain my bad behavior."

She then gives me a list of demands...lmao
1) making sure my child's grades get better
2) do not legally make her responsible for anything she has done but focus that energy on making sure Dusty finishes the book she is writing.

She then says "I couldn't help a lot of things... cuase of my bi-polar that has schizophrenic elements...I really couldn't help a lot of it. You all would have NEVER gotten charges on me if I did NOT have bi-polar with schitzo elements."

The last paragraph was addressed to my daughter. She says that she has two small tattoo's on her ankle. One heart with and R for Randi and one heart with a C for Cody. Randi = my child and Cody = some other (supposed boy friend) guy's child that she is attached to now. Would love to spend an afternoon talking to him. I wonder if he knows that she is his girlfriend.


Included in this MySpace anonymous email from crazy girl are some pretty incriminating evidence against her.

Her stating the following, of which I have quoted verbatim:

1) "I should not be held responsible for my actions when crazy"

2) "I lost my mind. I panicked"

3)"at least I showed up with clothes on...because for some reason during some breakdowns...I feel the need to take of clothes in public... ya know, as if clothing in public is optional"

4) "brought about suicidal and homicidal thought's"

5) "I have an illness to explain my bad behavior."

6) "I couldn't help a lot of things... cuase of my bi-polar that has schizophrenic elements...I really couldn't help a lot of it. You all would have NEVER gotten charges on me if I did NOT have bi-polar with schitzo elements."


So, I talked with my lawyer about the "special one". He informed me that I can indeed still press charges, even though she left in an ambulance. He said the cop was just being lazy. Looks like I am going to be headed to the county courthouse downtown and press charges.

I figure if the DA gives me anymore guff about this. I will go ahead and cash in a favor and have some friends with the news media, meet me there and make the DA deal with this. I am sure the DA's off ice would not want any negative attention like this on their backs. One way or another they WILL deal with her. If I put them on the news I am sure they will address the issue.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Beetlejuice Beetlejuice Beetlejuice

All names are left out for legal reasons.

Well it looks like the case of the bipolar stalker, has returned. Yes, my stalker is once again back and in full tilt too, at least she was for one night.

I have had my home phone disconnected, changed a cell phone number, canceled our MySpace pages and thought that it was all going to go away back in January. Try Googling your name sometime. Then try it after you are working on an online resume. Evidently due to my girlfriend and I being out of work and working on our online resumes our names seem to popup and link to the websites we use. Anyone with just half a brain can use that info to search deeper. Well I guess she figured out that we were using Facebook and Twitter. Well, we have our Facebook pages set to private so she cannot see them. My only safe haven for keeping up with friends and family and not having to worry about her harassing them too. Yes, she was doing that on MySpace, contacting people on my friends lists. Anyway she figured out we were using Twitter. Well you cannot really make Twitter private. I know she was watching us there because she said she was during her ramblings the other night.

She has always been real good at putting "2 & banana" together to analyze everything about our lives. (cannot take credit for banana quote, my wonderful gf did it) Just taking bits and pieces of info you read and draw conclusions with them, no matter how bizarre they may seem. So thru following us she came to the conclusion that she was going to jail over what my gf had twittered. All because the state says you must renew your vehicle registration yearly. She tweeted that the lines were really long at the tax accessors office. I ended up getting that message twice and commented the line must be bad if she sent it twice. Then she tweeted directly to me that there was "no signal in the courthouse".

Well "Courthouse" was the magic word on May 1st at 3:20pm. I know this because during the ramblings of this girl who showed up at my house 11 hours later she mentioned it. She said she saw that my GF was at the courthouse "via Twitter" and put "2 & banana" together yet again and presumed that it was about her for some reason and came to my house at 2:35am in hopes to convince me not to send her to jail.

So, she decides to take it upon herself to come to my house in the middle of the night and scare the crap out of my 13 year old daughter, by knocking on the door. My daughter runs upstairs to wake us up and say "_____ is here and at the door, no freaking kidding" Always nice to be woken up like this. I get downstairs and low and behold the girl who has already been arrested outside my house before for showing up uninvited, was sitting on my patio with a plastic grocery bag with something it she wanted me to see.

I asked her to leave. She starts rambling on about being sorry and having a mental illness. I tell her "i am sorry but I cannot help you, you need to leave" She just kept on and on about needing help, so we called for help. We called 911. She must have had 40-50 minutes to just get in her car and drive away before the police showed up. Who knows why she stayed. She just rambled incoherently for the entire time. Sometimes making sense and admitting to following us on Twitter and knowing we have FaceBook pages. Other times she rambled on and on about stuff and people who none us of knew. At one point when she was rolling around in my front yard, she was screaming "Beetlejuice Beetlejuice Beetlejuice " I kid you not. It was real hard for us not to laugh. She even continued on a tangent saying she was not a lesbian and that her relationship with some girl (I will not name) was only experimental. Occasionally making comments about different times about activities we tweeted about about like the Fall Out Boy concert I was going to chaperon my daughter and 2 of her friends to that got canceled due to rain. She went through fits of laughing hysterically, to crying the next minute then to screaming in anger and back and forth between them over and over again. She was truly unable to string thoughts logically together. It really was sad to see someone in this shape. She admitted to not taking her medicine and thought she was pregnant. She said she did not want the medicine to hurt the baby.

The police finally pulled up in front of my house. I spoke to her at this point and said "Your ride is here" She immediately jumped up as the officer walked toward the house and said "I don't know where I am, I don't know where I am"

Does she have a mental problem? Yes, she does. Does she take advantage of the situation and fain responsibility to stay out of legal trouble. Uhhh YES. She knows that saying she is mentally "off" is her "get out of jail free card". She did it the last time she was picked up in front of my house. Except she was thrown in the back of a cop car in cuffs last time, then told the cop if he took her to jail she would hurt herself. "DING" big red flag...She bypassed getting "arrested" now you go to mental hospital and get evaluated for a couple days and let go. Trying desperately not be held responsible for her actions.

This really is just the tip of the iceberg, I could go on and on, that actually finally got the DA's office to see that she was a problem. Never mind the hundreds of text messages to my phone, the countless emails, the harassing phone calls left on voice mail and the lewd photos sent to my daughters phone from her. I could go on and on. I have documented EVERYTHING. Fortunately charges were finally pressed and she served 7 1/2months of deferred adjudication. She even broke the no contact order that was placed on her during this time. The DA's office absolutely did nothing to enforce it. The investigating officer has been wonderful about the attention he has dedicated to the case. He was even blown off by the ADA's as well.

The first time she was found guilty of harassment and some how served her time "successfully" due to the ineffectiveness of our legal system. That was a Class C misdemeanor. If she is found guilty of harassment again it ends up as a felony. Now I do not wish that burden on anyone but for shit sake, what do you do? GO AWAY, LEAVE US ALONE.

Now she is back again.

I honestly think she needs to be committed. She is a danger to herself. Before anyone of you that reads this has sympathy for her. Just keep this little fact in mind. She wants to be a elementary teacher and her history shows she has serious attachment issues with kids.

Would you want her as your kids teacher?

"Beetlejuice Beetlejuice Beetlejuice "

Saturday, May 2, 2009

hmmmm I have a lot to say

I really want to go on a rant about a lot of shit that I am sure will end up pissing people off. Not really my intention but it is inevitable.

Theorizing what would happen once we are "officially" visited by beings from somewhere other than here on Earth. What will become of the teachings of the bible then? Really now, how can we as a human race think that we are the only intelligent life out there. The universe is fucking HUGE and that is an understatement to say the least.

What are we going to talk about with those that are not from here anyway once we finally meet? I am sure we will exchange phone numbers, resumes, facebook pages not to mention strange looks. There will be many groups and organizations that will want to speak and learn from them. Scientists will want to examine and learn from them. Scientologists will want to redeem their tickets for a ride to never never land. Christians will want to teach them about some guy who died for their sins, 2000 earth years ago. What chapter in the bible is going to attempt to explain these higher beings? I say higher beings because they will obviously be the ones who made it here to Earth. Not us to there. We are still stuck in our own tiny galaxy. So will the aliens be our god(s). Who knows what will happen.

put that in your pipe and smoke it

Monday, April 20, 2009

The good and the bad.

Well, this is my first blog post ever. Bear with me I am sure my ramblings will get better with time.

The old term, "be careful what you wish for" oh how true it is. Wishing I was off more from work so I could spend more time with my family.....don't get me wrong, I absolutely love that fact that I have been getting to spend so much time with my family. It is time that money cannot buy, except for the fact that I do not get paid to spend time with them. I really try and have a positive attitude all the time about not having a lot of work but it really gets hard when bills keep coming and the money just isn't. Well off again to go check the want ads for more jobs I am overqualified for. Wish me luck.